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Hey Arnold


never letting a boy do this to me ever again. i can’t take it anymore.

Just wait there are lovelier boys to know in the future. You are complete and wonderful don’t lose sight of your own beauty Sarah. You’ve got friends to pass the time with until then. Sending my love your way because I know the pain of heartbreak and it is absolutely the most miserable thing I have ever experienced and trying to find someone to fill that gnawing emptiness as soon as possible never works.

I hadn’t been sad about this boy all summer, I finally have other worries. I’m miserable but in a new way, and I can appreciate it.
But last night I had a dream I was in his bed again. I still wasn’t happy, I had so much anxiety over it. Looking at myself now I’m a sad, anxious, tired girl. All of my beautiful qualities have been sucked out of me. My personality has been dried out of my soul.
I don’t think I’ll ever be lovable as I once was. But I hope someday someone will look at me and realize I’ve lost it all and it has hurt me so much but still thinks I’m absolutely lovely.
Sometimes I lay in bed and cry at 1am because life is so fucking painful and ugly and don’t tell me growing up isn’t that bad because I’ve had to do it so profoundly and quickly and it’s nearly killed me and my old friends have not grown up and I’ve spent over a year alone trying to fit in somewhere but I’m floating by unable to find a place to make a web. Convincing myself to go to med school. Convincing myself I’ll be happy at that point. But I know I’ll be sadder than ever and maybe I’ll finally kill myself then.
And I’m so sad I’ll never love a boy again. I know I won’t. I am not capable of feeling emotions so deep. That’s what life does to you.

"Are you the SAT because I’d do you for 3 hours and 45 minutes with a 10 minute break halfway through for snacks, and then I can stare at you for like 10 minutes and think ‘wow, I hope I don’t ruin this.’"


- Dude on OKC with the best pick up lines I have ever heard (via rippedvanwinkle)


(via indecisivekimi)

(Source: katamarang)

I wanna go to a show.
I haven’t been to a punk show in months what the fuck man.

Why is everyone always so horny and why am I never horny?


(via 500px / Light of the Tetons by Mike Cavaroc)